Friday, June 13, 2014

Selamat Tinggal

Arwah abah, when he was younger. Handsome isn't? :')

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim. Assalamua'laikum warahmatullah muslims.

It's been almost a year, i think since the last time i'm updating my blog. So, hi semua. Lol awkward. Well, i'm back. I don't know why but i feel like to blogging again. First of all, maybe it was because i really miss to blogging and secondly, i can't really share my feelings on twitter anymore. Twitter is not like before. Most of the people are gonna judge about whatever that you're tweeting plus there are a lots of stalker and yah, it is not a safe place to share anymore hm. So today, am gonna spend some time sharing my almost a year story and haha of course not all of it. 

It's already 2014 for the last 5 month and a half. This year has been really hard for me and my whole family. Tanggal 19 Januari 2014 yang lepas, arwah abah telah pergi meninggalkan kami sekeluarga buat selama-selamanya. Sorry, but i couldn't share much about why and how he goes. Sebab bila cerita atau mengenangkan kembali, aku akan jadi sedih. Bukan tak redha, cuma sakit. Maaf. 

I miss him so much. Gelak tawa nya, gurau senda nya and especially on this world cup seasons. We use to sit and watch football together. Cheer out loud whenever 'oranje' did goals. Yup, Netherlands is our favorites team. How i wish he was here with me. Wish i could turn back time, so that we could spend more time together tapi yang pergi akan tetap pergi. Perpisahan ini yang dulunya aku paling geruni tapi hidup ini cuma sementara perbezaannya cuma cepat atau lambat tetapi yang pasti semua akan tetap pergi. Aku redha. Semoga arwah abah ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman dan soleh. Al Fatihah.

'' The reason why daughters love their dad the most is that there is at least one man in the world who will never hurt her ''

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